Sue’s parting advice

Click here for a 30 second video of Sue: Sue Hulley, Marin, CA, November 2011.

Click here for a tribute to Sue from her son, Tim.

Sue Hulley, November 2011

Sue Hulley, who died yesterday, was able to greet her illness and death with grace, compassion, and humor. So about a month ago I asked her if she would kindly write something to help the rest of us get ready for the inevitable. She managed to finish several articles, mainly on the practical side of things, with the help of her partner Bill and her son Tim. Here they are.


It seems very sudden when you hear that voice at the end of the phone, or coming right at you in the office, informing you that you have a life-threatening diagnosis. It’s hard for me to know which one I wanted. I guess having it on the phone would make it seem less real, give me a layer of protection, some time to control my responses.

Instead, it felt like Dr. Sowerby really got through to me. And it felt as if this really was harder for him than for me, although he didn’t say that. After all, he was the man who diagnosed me with pylori without a biopsy hoping, i guess, that i did have what causes 9out of 10 ulcers.

And this was the man who knew what lay ahead, in all of its gory, after the endoscopy. He knew that my life would never be the same. That, in fact, a whole new life – albeit probably of limited duration and often of maximal intensity — was beginning. His empathy told me as much. And I was so grateful. Let’s face it, bearing details of future pleasures is nice, but getting such a definite demarcation between past and future from someone who cares is so meaningful. You can start to take care of yourself and look out after the rest of the people in your life.

Taking care of business

If there’s one most important thing to do before tackling a serious illness, it’s to get your affairs in order.  Of course, this advice could feel as if you’ve been told to get good genes, but you DO have control over this. Actually, you usually hear this phrase after you’ve been told about your illness; the irony is that you should have done this years before. But the usual American understanding is that if you get serious bad news, THEN you start planning. Although this attitude is understandable — based on our denial and wishful thinking — it can have serious negative effects on the loved ones around us.

So what affairs are we putting in order? In my life, there seemed to have been two areas, one the more practical, the other the more psychological / spiritual. In the practical realm, having a will, doing some estate planning, and communicating the result to those involved are all critical. That way, you enter any possibly life-threatening situation with everyone around you knowing what it will mean for them in practical terms. Hopefully, they all even agree among themselves about what these are, and their roles after you’re gone. If they can know the professionals involved in these decisions, so much the better; this can transform them from isolated individuals into a powerful team working on your and their own behalf.

Having covered these knotty matters, I should mention the easy, carefree aspect of your job — human relationships. We all have our own set, with its complications and intricacies. And most of us, myself included, know that every relationship that went west was because of the other person. However, it’s a good idea to wash as much of this laundry as you can before you hit the skids. And, since none of us knows when that’s going to be, I would advise you to start ASAP. Of course, you may be reading this having already received your diagnosis, or already involved in your dire situation. But you could help your loved ones, or survive your illness, or possibly you don’t have the bad situation yet; and I hope for your sake, one or more of these is true. That would leave you totally free to follow this advice.

In addition, it’s a really good idea to find some tradition, practice, belief, or activity that fulfills your spiritual needs. It’s more important to have one, than what it is. That way, when the news comes, you’re not just one more deer in the headlights. For example, when someone asked me, “When you got your diagnosis, what did you answer when you asked, ‘Why me?'” All I could say to her was that that thought had never occurred to me. Because Buddhists believe that we cause our own destiny through the millions of thoughts or actions we have over our numerous lifetimes, I don’t view events as happening TO me, but as coming FROM me. This means that I both caused this present situation, in this or another lifetime, and that it is extremely important for my future how I respond to it.

This practice is a resource you can draw from, throughout whatever lies ahead. Of course, it CAN be developed after your diagnosis, but because of its timing, it could be suspect. If this happens for you, be sure to search your mind very carefully about your own motives, and upgrade them as much as you can.


While exercising my arm patting myself on the back for my excellent grasp of taking care of business, it suddenly occurred to me that something had been left out – who’s taking care of you all this time? And it occurred to me that even if you haven’t done any of the things I recommended previously, the fact remains that we all need someone to take care of us. Actually, this is a pretty interesting area, because it involves personal relationships, possibly your loved ones, financial issues, and, depending on the expertise of your caregiver(s), help with solutions to all of the issues we’ve talked about up until now. For example, my primary caregiver is also able to deal with my finances by paying bills and such.

One place where people often start is to consider your practical living situation, and what physical needs you might have. Take a couple of inventories – what support system or resources have you already built up, and your remaining needs if any. Even if you are well equipped to handle your current situation, plan for the future, when your needs could increase. AND do it sooner, don’t wait until it becomes an emergency. For example, you might have a great cleaning lady, and she might know other people who could do related household tasks. Or, where we live, there’s a pool of Fijians, who often move from household to household. (They are especially popular because of their dispositions and the fact that many of them are quite strong. Given how hard it is to find affordable hoists, they have saved many the back of a less robust caregiver.) So get your resources set up for the inevitable ahead of time. Of course, your inventory of needs would depend on your specific situation.

Interacting with people regarding your illness and evolving situation

It would be a good idea at the very beginning, while you still have a lot of energy, to make up email groups of your various communities.

Interacting with doctors

In the past, talking to your doctor has typically meant listening to your doctor. But times are changing. We as patients are being encouraged to be informed consumers, and to take a more active part in our treatment. What this means for you and your doctor is that rather than being a one-down participant, you are in a collaborative partnership.

However, there is no doubt that you are much less knowledgeable than your doctor in the area of your illness. So it’s a good idea to do some general research and learn as much as you can about your disease and its treatment, before you meet. Additionally, it’s critical to take somebody to your appointments with you, to take notes and ask questions. Also this gives you someone to discuss your situation with in an ongoing way, based on the same experience.

It also helps to make a list of questions to ask the doctors. For example, “Given my kind of cancer, what are the expected things that might happen at each phase, and what kinds of things can my caregiver(s) and I do ahead of time, to counter each of these?” Also you can ask your doctor of any item along the way, “Why is this necessary?”

If your doctor can’t tell you anything without using Latin terms, it’s time to get a new one. It’s really important to see how you feel, being with your doctor. As when you meet any other person, it’s important how you feel about your relationship. With one of my doctors, I never felt I could say, “MY oncologist”. You want to feel that this is your doctor in a personal sense, fighting for your personal interests. With this particular doctor, I always felt that he came in and just read my chart. Anyone can read your chart, but you want someone who cares. If this is not happening, you CAN ask to change doctors, or get a second opinion.

Sometimes people get embarrassed about asking questions from doctors, but don’t forget that YOUR health is the goal here. So the doctor is working for you (whether they realize it or not). According to the HIPAA rules, the patient has the right to get all the information relevant to their situation. This means you can ask for copies of any of your test results, the analysis, and any other medical notes. For any tests that are taken, you can ask why it is being done, what the possible outcomes might be, and what those results would mean.

If you go through your treatment not asking, you’re more likely to feel like a deer in the headlights in each meeting. Or even worse, when looking back, like a mushroom (kept in the dark and fed manure).

I am so grateful to Sue for writing these articles for us in the last few weeks. She also had more articles planned, to do specifically with spiritual practice, but she ran out of time to write them down. Later, however, I can try to relay some good conversations we had in November on the subject.

Bill, Sue’s partner and main caregiver, also contributed the following from the caregiving point of view, for which I am also very grateful.

The Caregiver

Caregiving might seem like an easy task, but the routine and stress builds slowly and imperceptibly.  I was blessed with a friend who had “gone through it”.  We could talk openly and frankly about the process, the ugly parts and the end — good and bad.    I hope you, the reader, can find such a friend.

Now to the job at hand.


No matter how many ups and downs there are, the path may very well be downward.  The word again is imperceptible.  Because many processes are imperceptible, you need to build up an intellectual wall against complacency.  If you think something should be done, like talking to a lawyer, fixing a stair step, or writing a letter to an old friend, DO IT NOW.  We missed a lot of opportunities by thinking we could do it later.  Later never came.


When one’s relatives, friends and acquaintances find out about the diagnosis, they will immediately want to see your charge.   For some, it will be what we call the “dead flower” visit – one time with flowers and very awkward as no one wants to talk about what might happen.  Early on for Sue, she rejected many of these visits but was happy to talk on the phone.  As time went on, the “Rules” changed.  Make sure that all visitors, by phone or in person, understand her current limits on time, people and time of day.  Do not waver from your rules.  When in doubt just ask the patient if you can and live with the answer.

Accepting gifts of time and food

Many people will volunteer time and food.  One of the most difficult things for me was to find things for others to do and especially to cook since the nature of Sue’s cancer made it very difficult for her to eat.

As you go on, you should make up a list of things others might do.  They need not be totally useful and may also be menial.   You will be surprised at what you can come up with if you give up the notion that you are the only one who knows what is needed.  In fact, even if it doesn’t do you any good or save you any time, it may be good for the giver. And, don’t forget afterwards.  There are many people to tell and personal items to gather and distribute, so outside help will be useful for this difficult task.

In our case, Sue’s son and partner were here for most of the difficult times.  Therefore respite and physical health care from others (except Hospice) wasn’t needed; and we could spell each other.  In most cases, respite help will not be as available as the offerers hope, so burnout due to lack of respite is possible.

You should use the respite care resources volunteered by others.  Start early, it will be particularly useful to “train” caregivers so that you can trust them later when the patient is less able to communicate their needs and your respite needs will be greater.

As Sue got worse, the caregiving became 24/7.  Few of us can deal with this, so we strongly advise making appropriate arrangements with relatives, friends or hired home health care workers. Remember, it’s easier to cancel help then to implement a strategy under pressure.

More food concerns

I suppose that there are cancers and chemotherapies that do not significantly modify what or how much the patient can eat.  Sue’s chemotherapy greatly modified what she was willing to eat.  And she suffered from temperature sensitivity called neuropathy during most of her chemotherapy.  This was a constant concern as we would occasionally forget and give her (cold) tap water, which was painful to her.

As time went on, we were continually changing the food that she was willing to eat and the volume of her meals went down to essentially nothing. If there are favorite foods, then by all means, ask for culinary help.  But be firm about accepting only the first unsolicited dish.  From then on – food only by order.  We let it be known that Sue liked Pomegranate sorbet.  We never finished the deluge that showed up.

Finally, it is time to give up food strictures once you are in Hospice i.e. gluten free, organic etc.  Let’s face it; what is the worst thing that can happen?  That’s right, cancer a few years down the road.


The patient will be unable to perform functions that earlier on were simple and easy.  The patient is even more aware of these limitations than you are.  How frustrating it must be when the patient knows that he or she could do things before but now cannot.  As you might expect, it was frustrating for me to watch her fumbling away trying to do some, for her, difficult task.  But she did not appreciate unsolicited help. She needed to know that her capabilities had not all been taken from her.  We eventually had to evoke a rule on ourselves that unsolicited help was only given when needed for safety.  Sometimes it took a little patience as she fumbled.  However, our relationship improved.  When the time came that something was no longer possible, she was grateful to accept the proffered help.

Similarly, the empowerment of asking for what she wanted was well received.  Sometimes we overachieved, but mostly it helped her spirits to be able to make decisions.  Not all of them were what we wanted, but if you don’t like the answer, you shouldn’t ask the question.

Medical help

Everybody has heard about a miracle drug or treatment from “Timbucktu”.  Of course you will want to fly off there to get it.  (One person who was trying to help did not understand the irony of recommending a “healer” who failed to cure his uncle!) Early on, decide which organizations/ therapists you want to go to and stick with that decision.  We’re glad that we did that.  As it was, before the end we had gathered over thirty drugs, supplements and a few exercise regimens.

For others

If you read the above, there is probably little more to add. By all means send cards and e-mails.  If you phone, ask if the patient can talk, even if it is the patient who answers.  If you want to visit, ask if you can visit beforehand and how long you can stay.  If you plan to bring something, ask if you may.  On the other hand, when a visit is contemplated, ask if you can help by bringing or purchasing something on the way.


The Aftermath by Bill Ring

Bill and Sue

“It’s over!”  That’s what I said to Tim and Meg when they answered my call.  It was over for Sue, but not for the rest of us.  We thought the pain of seeing Sue gradually fail would finally be ended.  It was, but it was replaced by the thought that we would never have the ability to say and do the things we wanted to say and do before she died.  In her last days, Sue didn’t care about many things we thought were important. She was focused on her next lifetime and the hope that it would be a good and fruitful one.

Grief is a many-faceted emotion.  A turning point came when I realized that many of the facets had to do with me feeling sorry for myself.  We always look out for number one, don’t we?  Another facet was realizing that when issues she cared about when living were resolved after she died, she probably no longer cares about the resolution.  That we could not tell her about them is simply another way to feel sorry for ourselves.  When I realized that much of the grieving was turning into ways for me to feel sorry for me, I rejected them and things began to look up.

There were far too many times when Sue and I thought we could discuss and plan later, tomorrow. Far too many tomorrows never came.  This is my main regret.  Lesson for caregiver and patient:  Live like tomorrow will be too late, because it might be.

Sue became a very picky eater.  She blamed the chemotherapy, but when it ended, the food-fussiness increased.  Finally, the light dawned on us.  Food was her one remaining pleasure.  She could control very little in her life.  What little she could control, she wanted to control.  When the realization struck, eating became a comfort and pleasure for her and food preparation a labor of love.  Lesson for caregivers:  Give the patient what she wants, “It’s not going to kill her!” – the disease will.

Bill and Sue

On the practical side, the Hospice form taped to the refrigerator was valuable in listing the things she did and did not want to happen to her during her last days. The form is blunt and thorough. Lesson: Fill it out.

One thing that chokes me up, (which is a form of grief I have not yet mastered), is being able to complete Sue’s last requests.  I believe that I know what she wanted and it is a great comfort to be able to do it all. Lesson for caregivers:  Make sure you know what the patient wants and plan to do it. It will be good for both of you.

For reasons that you do not need to know about, her estate was very complex.  The ability to defer the tax paperwork is invaluable. Lesson: Use this time.  By the time the forms must be submitted and the bills paid, one can deal with them more easily.  But, there is another, more important lesson for the patient and caregivers:  Read and reread the living trusts and wills.  Things change and these directives must change to accommodate them.  We also discovered many errors that were hard to rectify once discovered.

The final stage for me is building a new life without Sue.  I haven’t mastered this yet, but if you don’t try, I believe you will be mired in your misery and that is surely NOT what she would want.  Final lesson:  Talk about the survivor’s life afterwards.  Should you keep the house?  How about a new significant other?  Your relationship with the in-laws?

I hope the above will be valuable to patients and caregivers.  I wish someone had given me the information in the blog you have just read.


Author: Luna Kadampa

Based on 40 years' experience, I write about applying meditation and modern Buddhism to improve and transform our everyday lives and societies. I try to make it accessible to everyone anywhere who wants more inner peace and profound tools to help our world, not just Buddhists. Do make comments any time and I'll write you back!

38 thoughts on “Sue’s parting advice”

  1. I have met Sue many years ago especially everytime when she was coming to the US festival.

    She was always so kind to me and her smile always let an imprint in my mind for some reason.
    I remember talking to me about Gueshela her strong faith about him helped me to have more faith in Gueshela.
    I’m sending all my love to her family she might not be there any more now she is a precious dharma jewel living in pure land it was her ultimate goal to be part of it.
    She will now take care of all sentient beings dear Sue may you protect all your family friends and everyone who close to you.
    May Avalokithesvara be with you
    Sending love to you dear Sue❣️

  2. I lived down the hall from Sue our senior year in college and laughed and commiserated and sparred often with her wonderful quirky humor. Reading everyone’s memories makes me relish her company again and take joy in the lifelong connection she found with the rest of her world. Thanks for putting this up — it makes her life a gift to all of us.
    Rosellen (Roz) Monter (Wilmette, IL)

  3. It was an honour to have been in your presence Sue, Enjoy the pureland, maybe I’ll see you there in the future xxx

  4. One of the memories of Sue I have (in the 10 days she shared Olive house with me in Ulverston) was that she liked peanut butter for breakfast. I didn’t actually see her much during that time as she rose early to run, take her turn in the bath and was out the door whereas i shuffled down to the warm kitchen still in PJs well after her departure. I am sure the reverse was true later, she would be hitting the hay while i was up talking and drinking tea. However sharing space with someone in the same house, creates its own intimacy and connection. I appreciate reading about her final days and way that she handled it. thank you for posting these musings and wisdom as it will help those of us still living. I hope they have peanut butter in Keajra Sue 🙂

  5. Wow … am truly blown away by reading all the beautiful words coming from such open hearts … reminding us all that in this sometimes seemingly dark world that Dharma is alive and well …and truly bringing us all closer together. How truly wonderful. [Yep ‘facebook’ etc … can bring benefits – as dear Geshe-la reminds us it’s our intention that counts!!!]
    I too remember Sue from those years when I did temple stewarding at Manjushri, and indeed at Madhyamaka Centre, if I can make such a ‘good death’ as Sue clearly did – how wonderful. Such an example to us all.
    Thanks again to her family and friends for allowing us all to share such a wonderful teachings. Many blessings, K Dra-ma

  6. So many incredible stories brought together in on eplace, thank you Luna, we are all making social media a very meaningful tool.
    We can see so much dharma even in fB…….

    We are all interdependent, relying on a vast ocean of kindness.
    Here, thanks to Sue, we are already being blessed by her in her “real” aspect.

    I recognize so much of all of the love, tears, happiness and nobility of all the special people who are teaching me with their beautiful words.

    Fly far and free Sue, enjoy the dharmakaya with your father.
    To your family. Love and utmost respect, stay close to her, you have so many joys coming to you from her.

    May you always be happy ad your family full of love and free from suffering, I am deeply humbled, reading the beautiful words full of love for a mother and partner.

    Thank you for the beautiful shared experience.

  7. I’m Sue’s son, and was fortunate to be with her in the last month of her life. It was a beautiful, inspiring experience, and her Buddhist practice was a big part of that. How heartening to know that Mom considered her last moments to be the peak of her life, the transitioning of her consciousness. When we were looking for ways to help her be more comfortable, reminding her that Geshe-la would take care of her brought a big smile each time. (Even when we hadn’t known whether Mom could hear us or not.) Also, she maintained her great sense of humor right to the end. A day or two before her passing, I leaned close to her ear and said gently, “Mom, everything is taken care of, we’re ok here, and your Guru is with you — it’s fine to go, whenever you need to.” Mom opened her eyes, turned her head to look at me, and briefly flashed a wry smile. “That’s easy for YOU to say,” she said. “I’ve been trying to do that all day!” Ha, point taken, Mom. 🙂

    Enjoy the Pure Land, Sue Ellen Hulley. We love you and miss you.


  8. I received the news about Sue while on retreat this week at Madhyamaka KMC – a place I’m told she really loved. The news inspired my Lamrim, especially numbers 1, 2 and 6, and this advice adds to that power for the future!! What an amazing parting gift from such a special person.

    I was always inspired by Sue – as a novice steward I learned a lot from watching her simple, steady confidence and warm smile, full of warmth and humour.

    It was a real privilege to know her, she’ll be missed, but I’m confident she’s in a pretty great place now! I’ll always remember Sue and she will continue to inspire me for the rest of my life.

    Love and prayers to Sue, her friends, family and Sangha,

  9. Immense gratitude to Sue and Bill for sharing their precious advice, and to Luna for making it so accessible. I pray for Sue’s swift arrival at Keajra xx

  10. This is a wonderful resource for patients—not necessarily terminal—because “tomorrow belongs to no one.”

  11. I, as did many others, knew Sue from stewarding at the festivals, she was a wonderful caring fun person full of wisdom. I will miss her smiles and hugs and wise words. Best wishes to Sue’s family. We all know she will be already there in Keajra.
    much love
    Ali from Cornwall

  12. I am so grateful to have crossed paths with Sue. She helped me early in my Kadampa life when I was rather lost. I delighted in her enthusiasm, humour, friendship … I will pray for her to fulfil her wish to go to Keaja … and I will miss her. Love to Sue and her family, and to all touched by this wonderful being. ♥

  13. Many great memories of Sue. She was strong and kind at the same time. Having great advice and also humility. She was an excellent example of a pure Kadampa. She will be missed. I have no doubt that she is completely free from suffering, enjoying the pure land, sending blessings to all of us. Helping us on the path to enlightenment.
    Many blessings to everyone who is suffering.
    Thanks for the article Luna!

  14. Dedication and humor. Humility and Charlie Chan. Wise, childlike, openhearted and openhanded. What a teacher. Love you and hope to see you there. Peace, Sandra

  15. Sending my love to Sue’s family. I will pray for her and do powa in Australia for her. I remember her from summer festival. Thank-you for sharing — touched my heart and brought back memories of my mother’s passing from cancer, loved the loving kindness shared.

  16. I first met Sue in Singapore at the 2007 Fall Festival. We were staying in the same hotel and shared breakfast every day, and then we always met up at subsequent Festivals. She was the most lovely person – kind, humorous and positive. One of her great kindnesses was making sure that those of us who were working in the Temple during Festivals (Temple security and stewards) were able to receive a transcript of the teachings that we were too busy to listen to and note.

    I shall miss her but I’m sure she’s much happier in the the Pure Land.

  17. Whenever I think about Sue I remember a smiling kind lady, brave and smart. Thanx for all this advices, they are truly inspiring.

    With Love
    (from mexico)

  18. This beautiful article moved me to tears……

    Very poignant, as I went through all of this with my dearest Marisa, from 2002 until 2006.

    I remember, that when Sue was a temple steward during Marisa’s last Spring Festival of 2006 (she died at Summer Festival 2006) she always helped us to get a seat with good access/exit possibilities for the teachings.

    I love the fact that they are joyfully playing at their spiritual father’s feet together now, as part of his retinue, suffering, no longer a possibility.

    Thank you for inspiring me Sue, bless my mind and abide in the dharmakaya, along with all my dear ones that appeared to teach me and left, to teach me……more.

    Due to this beautiful example of my spiritual father’s power, I am going to enroll on FP again in Buenos Aires.

    I dedicate my humble actions to another beautiful example of pure kadam dharma practice.

    To Bill, the road ahead is long and sometimes full of tears…………

    Thank you for your superb, practical advice (I recognize many things) and may I add, that the immense gap left physically, by such a pure being is gradually filled with a love, gratitude and respect, so pure that it often moves me to tears of joy!

    Laugh and cry in her memory and rejoice that we had the time that we did together with our partners.

    I will now recite Avalokiteshvara prayers in the knowledge that this beautiful being is beyond suffering.

    Finally, thank you Luna, you are connecting all of this together…..
    Even Facebook can be meaningful. :)))))


    May I attain enlightenment for the benefit of all living beings, as quickly as possible.

  19. I was so happy to have these words to read. Proves that Sue’s kindness is limitless and unbounded by what we perceive as a death.
    I did not have a direct friendship with Sue, but saw her over the years many many times at Festivals – her face is as familiar to me as many others – a face of warmth, eyes that have a smile in and around them and a soft glowing presence that I feel a natural connectedness to…so for me to have the karma to “know” her as a Kadampa family member makes me so grateful.
    This morning, I had to make no effort at all during my puja to behold her smiling face in Dakini Land – it was so easy to know deeply that she is dancing in the mandala and basking in the realm of Keajra.
    We are all making prayers in her name, here at our Center, and individually on our cushions. The love is palpable, thanks to Sue…

  20. Sue, I’m so happy that you are on your way, or have perhaps even arrived in Keajra. I will miss the socks that you knit, the way you poked your tongue out and wiggled it when you wanted to make a point, your recipies (well, honestly, sue, some of them 😀 ), the way you always wanted to meet about things, your immense knowledge of dharma, our talks about psychology and social work and how it releates to dharma, your complete faith in our spiritual father Geshe-la, your stories, your belief that Bill was the “best Buddhist I’ve ever known”, your coats of many colours, our discussions about how unfair there are no TRULY low carb bagels and french bread. You taught me how to offer a mandala! Honestly Sue, I miss you, and can’t wait until we meet again….

  21. We were in the middle of Lamrim retreat at Saraha when the word Sue had left the launching pad came in . During the next days morning meditation on Renunciation she came to me in a vision , that amazing loving smile, happily banging the damaru and merrily clanging her bell in the retinue, in the Chariot, cymbals and victory banners blazing and all -Bliss beyond Bliss!
    (Then a strange thing happened….her hair like in a cartoon ,started to turn black from the roots and began to grow down her back to her waist and at the same exact time 2 perfect ivory elongated incisors grew and she revealed to me who she had been all along!)
    I swear i’m not making this up! As Geshe-la’s says about seeing what was inside his Spiritual GuideTrijang’s robes ….”I was shocked!”

      1. In Brazil at the Temple Opening Festival 2010, Geshe-la told the story of going to see his precious teacher Venerable Trijang Dorjechang Rinpoche who was close to death.

        He said he was able to sit with him, talk and drink tea for quite a long while and, as he was about to leave, Trijang asked him to wait. He opened his robes and inside, at his heart, sat a tiny Je Tsongkhapa sitting inside Trijang’s heart.

  22. Thank you Sue for the firm friendship, the wisdom, the inspiration and the laughs.

    Your generosity in all things helped me to appreciate the dharma, and will stay with me forever.

    There will always be meaningful absence for me at Madhyamaka Centre now. Chopping veg will never be the same without you!

    I know that you have now safely made it to Keajra, and I hope that someday I will have the great good fortune to join you there. If i make it you can show me the ropes, just like you did at Madhyamaka Centre all those years ago!

    Something tells me that after all those post festival retreats it will seem very familiar…

    Goodbye for now Sue, I will see you again.

  23. I am praying for Sue to get to Keajra Pure Land and for her family and friends may they find peace in their hearts!

  24. As a health provider and practitioner, I really appreciate this article and Sue’s insight. Thank you. I pray for Sue and her family.

  25. Thank you particularly to Bill for hints for the caregiver. May Sue swiftly arrive in the Pure land.

  26. Prayers for all your family, may they find peace in their hearts. Thank you Beautiful soul, may the Buddhas guide you swiftly to the pure lands. x

  27. Thank you for posting that. Sue will always be so warmly remembered here at Madhyamaka KMC for her extraordinary generosity, open heart, willingness to help anyone at any time and will be dearly missed. We will keep her in our prayers and remember the kindness, love and humour she showed so many on her visits here.

  28. I am imagining her in Keajra right now. Thanks to her family for sharing, we will dedicate at our center as well for Sue and her family.

  29. What invaluable advice and guidance this is. I am truly grateful for it. I know with absolute certainty that it is going to help me and therefore others around me. I intend to comment again after I have had a chance to process and reflect on the words but I did want to send an immediate message of gratitude and support. Sue, Bill, family and friends will all be in my thoughts and prayers.

  30. Sue … there are no words to describe loving compassion so that is what she is loving compassion !!!
    and ALWAYS smiling she is in Keajra
    much love
    Lauri P
    (from albuquerque, nm KMC NM)

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